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Infinity Pool

by Nethernaut

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Howls from startling forms that seek to burrow Innate pain carried upon shoulders void of comfort The parasitic delusions I allow myself to ponder The abyssal depths I plummet, wade and wander Disparate self analysis and treason of intimacy My stance upon the precipice of all that seeks to crush me Damaging lack of progress spews from self-destructive sessions White knuckles grip from atrophied hands while oblivion beckons Follow me down into cavernous despair The shadows are warming in this refracted lair Dissect intentions and purpose with scalpel The black is engulfing, a door so carnal Burgundy blooded with rusted handle My own depraved, emotive vandal Scar the lobes of attentive ears Modify the bodies into ouroboros pairs Dissolve all good will in acid baths Blunted, blighted, no joy, pleasure or craft Cemented by the weight Of decades of past mistakes Grievances from grieving incorrectly Drown me, cleanse me, bless me, end me Carry my broken soul To the highest cliff And shove knowingly Into endless abyss
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Torture the coward until he screams for a god he has never believed in And that's never believed in him Wade in the caustic pool Where cysts and cess lurk to dampen you Visions of the self, the ego, the outer me Removed of every shred of dignity Paint him crimson Strip him bare Bewildered in anguish Onlookers stare Patterns led my own untrusted toes and tongue Down this decrepit aqueduct but I choose myself To suffer the brunt The brunt of my pain, the weight of my shame Let the infinity pool cleanse me A burning desire to set my world on fire In the pools of gluttonous regeneration Sticky with liquid flame A vice grip clamped to my name In narcissistic attempts to abstain from my shame
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February 5th, Sepetember 12th Days to most, signs of innocent wealth I welcome death, an old, faithful companion Residing forever on the porch Never one to abandon Stone face, purple skin Cracks in lips expose still teeth No bite or banter left to embark Cotton ball eyes, formaldehyde and organic glue I refuse to accept the reality of loss I stand in the way of the oncoming pain Obliterate all in its wake While the mourners surround and pray At the homestead wake Choking on stifled condolences For my brother's sake If I could carve my heart out And cave it into your grey chest Necromantic pleas With the shapes at the end of my bed
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Camouflaged train ride journey home At the back of tracks leading to your garden I am the ether, or maybe the dew The moistened blades that dampen your underfoot Tongue black soot and tie and suit To depress and impress and address In equal measure Spine sweat pool and pull me Back onto sex stained cloth Obtuse and unforgiven These walls harbour horrors Of narcotic disregard I am but a shard I am but a shard of shattered porcelain Hiding beneath pale alabaster skin  Moistened blades Shattered porcelain Poisoned refrain Deliberate distortion Moistened blades Shattered porcelain Howling void of pain Romanticised obstruction In waking dreams You seduce and smother me Mothering nature, crippling nurture Fold me deep in your blanketed memories Embracing neglect out of fear of abandonment Emaciated form feasting on your malnourishment

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released October 20, 2023

Lyrics and Vocals - Zack Buggy
Guitar and Vocals - James Cross
Bass - Matt Ryan
Drums - Chris Willows

Mix, mastered and recorded by Sam Thredder.

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Lyrics and Vocals - Zack Buggy

Guitar and Vocals - James Cross

Bass - Matt Ryan

Drums - Chris Willows

Formed in July 2021.

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